I am just frustrated with myself today. Wishing I could go back in time and do things differently. I let 'more of the same' go on for about 18 months too long...never should have let him move in last July/August without holding to all my 'demands'. He agreed to them, but that was just words. I didn't make him DO the actions first...
Guess it does no good to look back. Need to look forward.
To that end I am taking the kids fishing today. Went to Bass Pro and got the basics for Sydney, her brother is already equipped. First time I have ever gone fishing without a man around (my dad or Dan). I am excited.