A Little Epiphany - (and a newbie delurking)

[Dia]

Looks like I'll be walking on the beach today (see relevant post in Smiley's thread.)

Venting

I'm angry today. It does help that I know anger is just a different flavor of pain, but I'm angry that on top of everything else, I have to be getting a flipping apartment right now in the middle of all of this. And I'm angry that I can't even sleep in the master bed with my flipping husband. And most of all, I'm angry at him for not being able or willing to step out of his own hurt/anger shell.

Now go back and replace 'angry' with 'hurt'. Same diff.

I am not being angry at or around H, but the feelings are there.

And for what it's worth, I'm also extremely grateful that H has been so loving and supportive, and this makes me love/want him more than ever.

I'll take Emotional Messes for 500, Alex.