Trying to stay strong

[hopeful_cb]

Ok H just sent message asking do I really need the keys before I go bc they are packed in a box somewhere(he must be ready to move or something, never said more about it to me tho) and he doesnt have them with him. So now what, do I just act like it doesnt matter or do I say he needs to get them to me. The only reason I wanted them was to ensure he wasn't going to come round the house while I'm away....

And that makes me wonder if he wasnt meeting me to drop off the keys then why does he want to see me? Does he just want to meet before I go away or what?

This is really getting to me! Ugh!!