You could be right. I don't feel numb like I did right after everything hit the fan. And I do still have feelings for my W. I'm just not sure exactly what they are. And they seem to be withering/running out? I don't know. Right now, I think my feelings are salvageable, but down the road...who knows.
I know I am not giving up, at least not right now.
Keeping you and your family in my prayers. Again, I'm really sorry to hear about your grandmother. Just know that whenever the worst happens, she will be in a much better place.
