Cathouse? Well I guess this could turn into one LOL.
Too funny about the apt. Although at least you got a response of some sort. Well I shouldn't say that, I guess I got one too, which was silence and pretending like it wasn't said.
Whatever...not something to dwell on.
If I knew how to stand still, I think people would think I was dead! I work only 30 hours a week outside of the home, but I am never still. My weekend consisted of finishing the wall in the laundry room, a trip to sea world and downtown disney, mowing the lawn, floating in the pool, making enchiladas, and watching Big Brother. There was actually more but...one day sort of runs into the next around here with time for sleep for me once in a while.
You know, I don't know why you brought up leaving, don't know what your living sitch is really other than she is there, but before I brought it up, well, I realized that I could still stand with him not here probably easier than with him here because I still consider him way too much. That is actually what brought it out into the open to begin with. If you are going to continue doing this stuff, I don't want to be a part of it anymore. Truth be told, I am trying and have always tried to teach my son what a real family is, cooperation, consideration, not independent people living in one house not helping or thinking about the other people living there. H has not quite had that idea.
So did she say it was still all your fault? I don't hear that anymore, now I hear "I still want to do xyz, and am angry with myself that I'm not doing xyz." Of course, if I were to tell him xyz was stupid, childish, different from what he has said he wants his whole life, or if I were to point out that xyz is the stuff he has always hated from other people, I would be the cause of everything again. I know cuz I tried it LOL. So now maybe possible he is realizing that I am not the total cause of anything. Or he is simply playing the let's make her crazy game, by making her think I know it isn't her fault until it's time to make her think that again. Just nuts.....
Don't know how but I still love rollercoasters. Think I will when this all ends?
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
