Trying to stay strong

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Thanks for stopping by Kara. The laughter comes and goes, but hey at least its here sometimes!

H contacted me today asking how I am? if I was free later? and when do I go away?

Nothing was confirmed for tonight so I said 'Im good, yeh I have some time tonight, does that work 4 u to drop the keys off?' also said Im leaving sat morning and that I hope he is ok 2.

So he has arranged to come by tonight, hasn't said anything about what or where, etc but just the time and asked if that is ok. so I said ok.

gosh why do I feel anxious, I should b used to this by now!

I dont know if he is planning on just dropping off or if he plans on doing something together. or if that should even be an option.

There are so many things I want to say to him...but probably shouldn't. Grr!!