Mac thanks much.

I am not so good today, but I did delete both his work and his new cell phone # out of my contacts. I have to take steps to ensure I dont call and bug him smile

Does it seem to any of you that when things go bad in one area they fall apart in others too.. I cant seem to get simple things into play so that I can focus on something besides POOR ME...

I guess the world.. and god.. are telling me that I need to go have fun and not TRY to do anything.. which this morning also includes work.. I cant seem to log in to a program I need to work.. luckily I am self employed and can try again later smile
so instead of getting more depressed cuz even the little things arent working I will find a happy thought, shower and dress nice so I can feel good about ME today!!

Mac.. I looked for your main thread, but you have so many posts I couldnt run thru them all smile... shoot me the link when you have time..

HAPPY THOUGHTS TO ALL!!

Last edited by MaryEL; 08/11/09 12:22 PM.
M - 45 1st marriage H - 45 2nd M -T - 14 yrs M - 13 yrs
S - due to job location since 1/08
B - 7/6/2009 EA revealed -9/3/2009 began 6/09 E/A end 9/09
piercing: since 10/09 long distance