I do know what you are saying. I am not so much ashamed of talking to him as much as how I came to confide in him. He saw me crying in church, and I told him what was going on. For one thing, I don't cry. But that morning, I was overcome with pain and sadness and couldn't control myself, which really bothered me. I also didn't want anyone who knows us to know what was going on, but again, in that morning of weakness, I told him. He definately wouldn't say anything to anyone, and in fact even didn't tell my W that he knew, at my request. I would rather have you guys here and my IC as support, and thats it.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.