Oh Dia, Im so sorry. I know that right now it might be hard to see, but I am so thankful that you get to remember her as healthy, vibrant and loving, and that you got that goodbye, thats pretty special. I hope that your H can look past recent difficulties and be there for you.
Dont beat yourself up over what you could have done, when its your time, its your time, and it sounds like she had a wonderful life.
I agree, hopefully we will all have the same blessing!
(((Dia)))
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...