WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

hey cipa

just wanted to make you aware that you will have mega prayers from me and others tonight. Stay in control buddy ..you are the one that the kids are countin on.

Leave it with God my friend. This nonsense is something we are with out a doubt incapable of handling and straightening on our own. He is the one and only healer and repairer. Let Him do His work.

If you need to take a break from these boards then jump off of here for a while. Spool down ..get in touch with current and old buddies. Bottom line keep busy in healthy outlets and channels. And if you like to pray or think that you might then make use of strengthening ties to our Father. He wants you to draw near to Him. He will protect you and the kids.

T

Thanks for all the support T and everybody

I have been chatting with my therapist tonite (it was set up a couple of weeks ago), my cousin, my aunt and my close buddy in PA. I have been praying for the strength and wisdom to make the right decisions.

I appreciate everyone's prayers.

This is a really trying time. I can't believe she has gotten this off the path. But right now I'm not going to waste my time worrying about it. I need to make sure I am prepared for the new direction I am heading with the boys.

I really had wished that I could have busted this divorce, but she had crossed a boundary I had set a long time ago. I will not accept being lied and cheated on. Even when she left, I asked if she was planning on still behaving as a married woman. She said she would. Of course I didn't know she had been sleeping with someone else when we were married.....