It's MY life now!!!........

[Silent Chrleader]

Depressed today and even had a couple panic attacks......first time with those in forever! Frustrating.

I met with my new Naturepath Dr today. She seems really great. I am hoping she can help with getting a handle on my hormone levels, possible food allergies, and metabolism issues. Things have not been right physically for me for a long time, and I am on way too many "permanent" medications for a woman my age!!

Trying to get healthy physically, mentally and spiritually. This Dr seems like she can really help!

Still been feeling like I want to call H......I did have to call about getting a copy of the Medical account which he said I could use for co-pays. I am grateful for that. Still hurting though.

He went up to dream house for weekend with GF and SIL and BIL......introducing GF to the family now apparently....

Funny thing...... H asked my step-dad to do some work on car for GF's son. Step-dad did the work. Remember, step-dad works for H. Now, H appears to be hiring my alcoholic brother as a night janitor at his facility. So, H is still a "member of the family". It's weird. Not sure how I feel about that.