interesting I think i follow the story.. if he is still talking to you it sounds good but!!!!!
I would say your head has to be spinning still. there is so much going on right now for everyone
I would agree that you go to seek a professional. now is the tricky part with the professional.... DONT HIDE ONE SINGLE THING! tell them every last horrific detail and thought. that is the only and i mean only way you will get what is best for you out of this. so many people just share whats on the surface and never get into the real meat of there problems. this might get you feeling better for now but i can tell you years later it WILL haunt you and cause problems again most likely worse problems
