Mindy, that medication you took sounds scary. Was it just for depression? Have you heard of it causing that effect on anybody else?
Are you staying with some family now? You need to be in a stable place and try to stay out of the drama while you are pregnant. After the baby comes, then you can deal more with the MR.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!