Jeff, thank you for the thoughts. If he has it his way he wont see me at least not until I have moved out of the house and taken 1/2 the furniture with me. ( his wants not mine).. but you are right about the dont talk!! He doesnt like to share with anyone so he holds things in.. I seem to feel it is my duty to be his friend and give him advise.. yea thats not working out for me so well!! lol
I definately need to motivate on the looking good. I am thin by nature but have gained a few lbs.. I tell myself every day that I will work out and get motivated. but It is hard to do.. I just want to hang out and cry all day.. but actually I havent CRIED.. I just stay solomn with my eyes all puffy.. ARGH..
I have been reading KARA's notes and there is defintely some wisdom on her thread from so many people. I will start fresh tomorrow and work on becoming the best ME I can be!!
I will also look for SWM as you noted.. thanks so much!!
M - 45 1st marriage H - 45 2nd M -T - 14 yrs M - 13 yrs S - due to job location since 1/08 B - 7/6/2009 EA revealed -9/3/2009 began 6/09 E/A end 9/09 piercing: since 10/09 long distance
