I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[undrdg]

Beepee no problem. I understand what you are saying. You will do what works best for you. It is our jobs as posters to give you the options rightt?

[beepee]

Definitely and options are always good!

[beepee]

WOW its scorching out.
Got half of my packages mailed out which isn't great but still good. Have to finish the rest today and have it ALL shipped out by tomorrow so I don't have to think about it anymore. And then I can focus on tackling the basement and packing up to move. Only 3 more weeks!! YIPPY!

[hopeful_cb]

Hey beeps half is better than none, good job w that much in the heat you have there! And congrats on getting the apartment, keep at it. *hugs*

[beepee]

I've been talking to so many friends about my sitch and all of them are commenting on how surprised they are by his behavior. They all think its so our of character for him to be acting the way he is and I agree. I really believe he's in an MLC..

[beepee]

Thanks hopeful!
There's no AC in this house and the fan is just blowing hot air around me room which feels like a greenhouse!

I'm glad I got some stuff done anyway!
Thanks for the support!

[The Wifey]

We were married in Ireland by the way so it'll take a long time for me to get a copy from them.. I need it by this Friday..

Yes. And you don't need to tell him what you need it for either.

[beepee]

Yes. And you don't need to tell him what you need it for either.

I asked him in the email and didn't tell him why I needed it, just said I need a copy of it. Haven't heard back from him yet, not sure when I will, hopefully before FRIDAY!!

journaling..

I have come to the realisation that something may be terribly wrong with my physically, and its really worrying me. Over the past couple of weeks, my appetite has increased and its now back to normal. Not totally normal, as I eat a lot less now than I did when H was around, but I'm eating three meals a day nonetheless.

I just ate dinner (bigger than usual) and I weighed myself afterwards, even though that wouldn't be my average weight because I had just eaten, and well, I was surprised at what I saw. I have lost another 3 pounds in just a few days..even after eating a large dinner..?

I thought I would have at least gained a bit of weight since I went from eating absolutely nothing to 3 meals a day and I'm still losing weight at a rapid rate. I really should call a doctor and schedule an appointment because this is really scaring me.

OK. Enough worrying. I'm not liking this heat, it makes me feel really lethargic and lazy! But I didn't let that prevent me from working on my projects. I am right now but I think I deserve a bit of a rest. Had a nice cold shower. I would've stayed in there all day if I could! Nothing beats an ice cold shower!

[Virtually_Handsome]

((((beepee))))

I kinda like that you are talking about you a lot more now!

I wonder if the fact that you are a lot more active than you were, getting out and doing things, is offsetting the fact taht you are actually eating? It might actually be a good thing!

[beepee]

Jeff, could be! Still might need a trip to the doctor though.

journaling..

Bad morning. Woke up feeling really dizzy and nauseous but feeling much better now.

No word from H yet, I have a feeling he's going to screw me over and not reply regarding the marriage cert.

I got an email from my friend who's brother ran into H a couple weeks back. She told me that they talk on FB often and that H told him that he loves me but feels this is the best thing for ME. What an effin' joke. Best thing for me? Why doesn't he just tell the truth and say that he thinks its the best thing for him! He is not concerned with what is best for me, he's just being selfish. Does he not think that talking to my friends brother is going to get back to me?

And she also told me that H wanted her to email him b/c he said he can get her work in NYC (she's a model) but she told me that she has no desire to email or work with him etc after the way he treated me which made me feel good somewhat. I don't know what on earth he is talking about in terms of work for her, he's probably just trying to hit on her cause shes gorgeous. Jerk.

Agh, I just wanna email him back and tell him to just effin email me back and give my effin HD and marriage cert copy!! What if he doesn't reply soon? I really need it by Friday. Well, earlier than Friday because my appt is in the morning. I need it in my hands by Thursday actually. I know he's not going to meet me, he's too much of a pr*ck to make it easy for me. I didn't tell him I needed the marriage cert by Friday. Should I email him and tell him its very important that I get the Marriage Cert on Friday? And that if he doesn't want to see me, at least send it to me ASAP so I can have it by Friday?

If I wait any longer for an answer, I might be screwed, I don't have any legal documents whatsoever to show immigration because he took absolutely everything. Can I email him something like..

D:

I would really appreciate it if you
email me back very soon as I need a
copy of the marriage certificate
before Friday.

Thank you

B