I've read all of your posts. At first glance your story is very...complicated.
You have a web of mistrust here. YOu had reasons not to trust your BF and your husband has lots of reasons not to trust you. You also don't say much about the nature of your relationships.
Of course everything is possible. It's possible to get him back, it's possible to lose him.
The theory in Divorce Busting/Divorce Remedy is that relationships are created on PATTERNS OF BEHAVIOR. Change your behavior, and it will change the nature of your relationship.
So do that. Be consistent.
But Mindy, you're pregnant. Right now it is in your best interest just to take really good care of yourself, get to know yourself, what you need and want really well. Get to know your husband really well, if you can. Take it gentle and slow.
It will all be ok.
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
