Yes, I really do feel confident. I think the last weekend incident with W choosing separate sleeping arrangements on our vacation made me sad then angry. Sad for the obvious, and angry at myself for allowing it to happen. I promised myself I would not let her actions affect me again.
Since then, I think I just angered myself into detaching. I really don't care what her decision is. I'm not giving up. I just don't care what she does.
And that is strength.
Is this where I should be right now? And will there come a point where she may act too later - after my feelings for her have withered?
