trying hard to figure things out

[beepee]

I know how you feel twist, but trust me, it gets easier.
I was in your position and I'm still in your position but it does get easier.

Time is your best friend right now.. take this time to do what you loved doing but ignored or neglected. I know its so hard and paiful but once you start doing stuff and keeping yourself very, very busy, you will find yourself feeling a little better in time.

Keep coming back here and venting when you need to. everyone here will support you!

HUGS