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Yes. And you don't need to tell him what you need it for either.


I asked him in the email and didn't tell him why I needed it, just said I need a copy of it. Haven't heard back from him yet, not sure when I will, hopefully before FRIDAY!!

journaling..

I have come to the realisation that something may be terribly wrong with my physically, and its really worrying me. Over the past couple of weeks, my appetite has increased and its now back to normal. Not totally normal, as I eat a lot less now than I did when H was around, but I'm eating three meals a day nonetheless.

I just ate dinner (bigger than usual) and I weighed myself afterwards, even though that wouldn't be my average weight because I had just eaten, and well, I was surprised at what I saw. I have lost another 3 pounds in just a few days..even after eating a large dinner..?

I thought I would have at least gained a bit of weight since I went from eating absolutely nothing to 3 meals a day and I'm still losing weight at a rapid rate. I really should call a doctor and schedule an appointment because this is really scaring me.

OK. Enough worrying. I'm not liking this heat, it makes me feel really lethargic and lazy! But I didn't let that prevent me from working on my projects. I am right now but I think I deserve a bit of a rest. Had a nice cold shower. I would've stayed in there all day if I could! Nothing beats an ice cold shower!


Me: 25 years young
H: 37
No Kids
M: almost 3 years (anniv coming up Sept 25th)
Together: 4years
Bomb: June 12th, 2009

**LOVE WILL FIND A WAY FOR TWO FOOLS IN THE RAIN**