Yeah, it was a freak thing but I was raised Catholic. Guilt R Us.
On the up-side, my last words to her were, "I love you," and she told me that I've always been her favorite grand-daughter (not like I'll repeat that to my sibs).
At least I got to say good-bye?
I am so sorry. I can completely relate with the Catholic guilt but you shouldn't have any right now. The fact that you had this closure is huge. And yes, I would say it was a goodbye. You got to tell her that you loved her which is the HUGEST! Take care of yourself and do not beat yourself up any longer.
Me 37 H 41 2-dd's (2,3) T-14 M-10 D-Day 6/18/09 (MOW ended their brief "love" affair a few weeks later) Separated- 7/3/09
