Hi Mindy and welcome aboard. How long have you been off the medication? Have you told your H the same thing that you've told us? How long have you been M? The more information you give us, the better we can understand your story.
My advice is still the same... seek a professional therapist who is pro-marriage who will work with both you and your husband. The answer to your question is going to be one your husband has to answer.
"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."
