Sorry it has taken me so long to get over here Kitti...I still haven't caught all of the way up with your sitch but from what I have read so far WOW! I'm with the others, I would say yuo have definitely just turned the corner. I remember when H decided to finally tell me about everything that was going on inside his head...I was so happy about his finally opening up that it didn't matter if a great deal of it wasn't stuff that would exactly what I wanted to hear. I wish he would keep it up though I think I might have blown it with the week long interrogation afterwards and I haven't figured a good way to approach it so he knows it is ok to keep talking to me like that and that I won't go off the deep end again.

I KNOW the kind of PMA boost you are experiencing It's better then sex and chocolate combined isn't it LOL!

I think your opting for a walk was admirable but I am also in agreement with the others in that you might want to let your H know why you did that. He may be feeling that he unlaoded to much on you regardless of yuor assurances at the time that it wasn't the case. Just something to think about.

Congrats on your progress...only more good things to come

Zoo

"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm." - Mahatma Gandhi