I've read them all. A thousand? I dont know how many. 3 accounts. 400 pictures. A life together.

He doesnt call because he is respecting my time alone. To heal. LOL (sad laugh)

We talked today. Told him I want to meet both of them toegther. There are a few things she doesnt know either. He said, he will not tell her because he doesnt care to talk to her again, ever. He said, he doesnt care what I tell her, I am free to do so.

He said he [censored] up. He doesnt recognie himself, he is an a$$. He is full into remorse mode and guess what? I am falling for it. How pathetic can I become? John. FIB, please give me a hand here. Need your perspective (everyone but those two, well,,,, they have a way of saying things...).
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S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009