Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

Orich - I totally get you. We had a rainstorm last night. S slept with me. He has done that a couple of times recently. W comes in and kisses him good night, all lovingly and sweet...then walks out of the room w/o saying a word to me.

Funny, last Wed and Thurs she stuck her head in and sweetly said Good night to me (son not in my room those nights) but after IC appt she went cold.

Part of hearing/seeing her so loving on S that gets to me is me fighting the "if you love him so much why aren't you fighting to keep his family together" thought. I get the how and why she sees it this way, but it still doesn't mean that I like it.