Interview is tomorrow...and for some reason I am not nervous at all. I am reviewing the firm website, and it looks like a good firm to work for. Of course, every firm has its faux pau's...but I really don't think I have much of a choice...lol. Who knows...
Anyway, I sent stbx a text last night, just hi. Don't know why, but after two days of thinking about it I figured it couldn't hurt. I was shocked to get a response...lol...he said "what". I said nothing. just hi.
Don't ask me why. I honestly don't know.
Anyway, things seem to be falling into place very well right now, and I am trying not to get overly excited. Have to go back to VA for a few days, pack up the rest of my clothing and sign off on some paperwork for my brother's life insurance. Seems I am a beneficiary. I miss him so much. It sometimes hurts to even think about the fact that I won't see him again.
But otherwise, I am still hanging in there!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
