pam - i see you asked that question in your thread that we talked about earlier, looking forward to seeing the comments...
cathy - I know it's easier to forgive sons for something than it is to forgive H. - i had this same discussion with a fellow db'r the other day. i asked why we felt it easy to forgive children, no matter WHAT THEY DO but cannot forgive our mates. they are both human beings for goodness sakes. we both couldn't come up with reasonable answers. but i am seeing now that it is "unconditional love" plain and simple
deb - WOOHOO - deb, you are HERE in piecing! it's about TIME woman!!! no worries about the im, i am very understanding in regards to those things, if you can, you can, if you can't you can't just let me know
tal - well tal, i consider you one of the vets here that is for sure. and having another join in the chorus of "i had those feelings" too makes me feel tons better. thank you so much for adding your thoughts
water - thanks for stopping by my thread
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as the day goes on, i am feeling a bit better, and those thoughts are leaving.
i tried a meditation this morning, and i felt like a failure with it until i talked to pam and she said she felt the same way after her first time. i found that my mind wandered SO MUCH and i couldn't stay focused
pam told me to keep practicing - that it gets better (thank you pam)
