that works too. going dark is pretty hard to do. it is sort of like playing hard to get. I guess i was approaching this as a "act as if" situation. Sort of like, hey look at me, despite the fact that you treated me like crap, i am doing fantastic. Yes i can even crack jokes, cuz you make me laugh with all your hardcore seriousness. If you have tried everything and he doesn't want to contact you at all, then screw him. No need for you to be all serious and unhappy right?
