more often then not (in spite of whether your ears are blocked to Him or whatever) He just simply (simply hahahaha ..for Him anyway)moves you to where it is and what it is He wants you doing. At least a part of me is kinda counting on that. There is a track record of it ..so I need to remind myself of that and not worry.
numb though.
it's is always ...Y, N or WAIT ...guess which prayer response is my current fate ...the most arduous, grinding and trying of my patience one. I started this whole shindiggy thing as an overly patient person (according to me and I think others) Don't knwo what remains of it now though. Don't know much. I could be receiving the cluster bomb the likes of which Kalni got and now Confused in PA just got and scores and scores of other s have gotten both on these boards and the world over.
