Serenity I am new around here, but i have been reading your sitch. I am so sorry about what is happening to you. I feel like i need to make you laugh or something, cuz seriously this stuff is to serious. You know what tho? When i went to therapy one time, my psychologist said to me "You know? Maybe life isn't for everyone.... Drum roll........ I understand bi polar as my grandmother is that way too. There really isn't any easy way out of the pits. Except maybe to laugh your way out. I was just laughing my ass of a few minutes ago when my dog farted and woke himself up barking at himself. lol. Anways, keep your hopes up high. KNOW THAT LIFE WILL NOT BREAK YOU. I posted this on Orich's thread but i would like to share this with you too: Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear
is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually who are we not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
