I would live my life differently in that I would first of all be less co-dependant. I would make more decisions concerning the family than before. And I would not take my W for granted. I would show her how much she means to me daily. I would not fall back into the old routine because it would scare me to death. If I had 2 weeks to live, I would put all of my cards on the table, show her everything I have and let her do with that what she pleased. If she still rejected me, it wouldn't matter. If I did this for real now, and she rejected me, it would be too much for me to bear.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
