Why do I have this feeling of dread right now? I shouldn't let anything bother me this way. I just ate lunch and I feel like I might lose it. Was that texting that significant? I have a lot more work to do on this DBing. Like undrdg said, I am cradling this interaction and putting too much onto it. I guess it is because she hasn't written back, so I don't know what she is thinking right now. I shouldn't be caught up in that. undrdg, I have been trying those things you wrote at the end there. The touching part is hard. But I do show her respect, I listen, and tell her she is doing a good job when she expresses doubt at her job. I have been running around for her to get the parties ready, and clean up afterwards. And I try to see this from her point of view. It is difficult, but I do have an idea of what she is going through.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
