Great update....I know, I know, you're thinking..."Does she know who's thread she's on???"
YUP!
Great because you're digging into feelings that NEED to be explored. Like Sage, I too went through this. I would look at CJ and wonder...what am I fighting for? What if he IS right and there's just no spark left here???...What if it IS in both of our best interests to part???
I think this is VITAL kk, you do need to sit with these feelings, but strive not to FEED them by focussing on negatives (not that you ARE!) or letting them run free.
