Can definitely relate to the feelings that you're having. I certainly had them at more than one point. My 2 cents? I think it's GOOD and honest and wise and truthful that you're making sure that your motives aren't ego driven....just try not to dwell on it TOO much. You're gonna have ups and downs, right? Focus on the positives...I think that your feelings for h will become clear.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
