Orich I have been following your sitch with great interest. I am sorry that you are back in here. I had much hope when you had busted your divorce only to be back here.
I am new to this board, but i have been reading soooo much info on this kind of stuff for a while now.
I do notice one thing and i could be wrong about this, so bare with me. I understand that I don't know you personally or even your wife personally but it seems to me that she still controls much of the situation. Is this a correct assumption? If not I apologize.
But if it is, have you tried being more of a leader? I have read a lot of Sandi's posts and she makes a lot of sense in that area. IT seems to me that after we get that bite of hope, we cradle it like its made out of glass, afraid to drop it. Don't be afraid. Be fearless. Maybe this will help: Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear
is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually who are we not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
