Divorce not busted 2

[Orich]

I wish I could detach fully. It is so hard, especially after some of the last few days. The days we had the parties were great, almost like old times. Of course, my birthday and our anniversary sucked, but whenever I get a positive vibe from her, I get sucked in. I try to fight it, but it is hard. I did have one interaction with her about parking my car behind her dad's car (he lives in the apt. on our house) long story, but normally I would just apologize even though I was not at fault for anything. This time I made sure she knew I wasn't rolling over.