Beeps - there's lot's of mind reading going on in your posts.
There are also a lot of positives in your decisions. In fact most of the ones that include the words "I won't", "I'm only doing this to myself", "Not emailing" etc.
Now they are in your case the most powerful 180's to use right now.
Doesn't it give you a huge buzz to find you do have control over this sitch?
