he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

cant file an insurance claim, h stopped paying policy...its ok, i will get it back one way or another.

just shows his character more, im not so upset about the jewelry. its just jewelry.

he was calling me last night, about 8 times, house and cell phone. i didnt pick it up or call back because im sure it was only something to yell at me for, he never calls like that. if it were important, he could have sent a text.

maybe psycho was served by the sheriff with order. who knows.

i will see him today, rather unhappy about it and nervous, i dont wish to see him or hear him since i know he will have something nasty to say.

saw new guy last night. i have to say there is something about him that intrigues me, doesnt happen often (well of course not since ive been with h for over 10 years). but in general, im selective and not attracted to just anyone.

i definitely have a thing for him and he so knows it! i dont play games, never did and im not one for the rules! never needed them.

im playing it pretty forward but also told him its not like this can go anywhere now considering our situations...not to mention, even if i wanted it to and it was so complicated and everything wasnt so raw for me, i dont think he is ready either.

dont want to get hurt. but let me say again, im intrigued by him. in a major major way.