Kevin,

Looking over the last couple of dozen posts, I can see you picking yourself up again. Good for you.

Consider this your one and only dry run (no pun intended). wink
Your one and only size 13 hobnailed boot up the jaxie.

Not an end - a fresh beginning.

Kev, there are a few positives still in what your W said to you. One being "it'll be a long time". Not "never" - "a long time".

Give her the gift of that time for her to heal Kevin.

Pick yourself up - dust yourself down. You know what you did. You know what you need to do. Start again. Read the "manual". Act on it.

Keep the Faith my friend.

Mac