"I am shocked with the amazing double life he had. In one email he was telling her that other times he could control himself, with her no. So maybe I am dealing with more than one cases..."
Shocked? Curious choice of words.
"I am not disgusted yet. What the hell is wrong with me???????????/ Help!!!!"
As Ian said.. now that you know.. what changes? Have you not thought that this was a possibility all along? Have you not to a point put it behind you?
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
