Thank you very much!!! Things really seem to be settling down now. I am back near family and friends, and feel better.
Even found an available townhouse...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Me: 30 W: 28 T 8, M 6 S: 7-27-2007 W filed (again) 3-2011 Served 8-2011 Responded, now dark "I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK
Interview is tomorrow...and for some reason I am not nervous at all. I am reviewing the firm website, and it looks like a good firm to work for. Of course, every firm has its faux pau's...but I really don't think I have much of a choice...lol. Who knows...
Anyway, I sent stbx a text last night, just hi. Don't know why, but after two days of thinking about it I figured it couldn't hurt. I was shocked to get a response...lol...he said "what". I said nothing. just hi.
Don't ask me why. I honestly don't know.
Anyway, things seem to be falling into place very well right now, and I am trying not to get overly excited. Have to go back to VA for a few days, pack up the rest of my clothing and sign off on some paperwork for my brother's life insurance. Seems I am a beneficiary. I miss him so much. It sometimes hurts to even think about the fact that I won't see him again.
But otherwise, I am still hanging in there!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I will Michelle... I am good. I didn't think I would ever get there, but I think I have finally found peace. Its generally quiet, and somehow, I realize I am finally home.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I knew you would get there! You've been moving forward steadily... maybe little blips, but even they were not as deep as they used to be. It's been easy to see from the outside!
Me: 30 W: 28 T 8, M 6 S: 7-27-2007 W filed (again) 3-2011 Served 8-2011 Responded, now dark "I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK
