In Utter Agony...Long 1st Post

[eternaloptimist]

Just wanted to post some other thoughts while I still remember them...

Hard to believe my life is in this place when just last summer we were talking about having another baby. Hard to believe that he really moved out when in mid-May he gave me a single rose as a "peace offering" after I found out about the therapist. I pray every day that I will continue to focus on positive rather than negative feelings and that our son will be ok no matter what happens.