I am really down. When I said I wanted to work on the marriage he said there was nothing to work on. I am trying not to be discouraged but it's really hard. I wish I could buy some time but he just keeps wanting to discuss details. The timing is unbelievably cruel. Next weekend will be our 11th anniversary - we were married on a Sun. & next week our anniv. will be on a Sun. Trying to forget about that. I will keep repeating my mantra but I'm having a tough time.
