I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

And what statistic is that?

of divorce

You've gotten great DB advice here for free, and you don't follow it. I'm glad you realize that you can't afford DB Coaching -- especially since you wouldn't follow their advice. You don't follow the advice of the pros here -- why would you follow DB coaching advice??

I'm doing it now.............everyones telling me to ignore him and I am now.................... and why would i follow their advice? Because it takes time and mistakes to fully realize what you need to do, despite what advice you're given. I'm hit that point now, please give me some benefit of the doubt. At least I am trying, I'm failing, but I'm trying.

Face it, you haven't been happy for a long time -- you just used the marriage as a crutch -- and now your crutch has collapsed.

This was only true towards the end.

Beeps, I'm old enough to be your mom, and am dealing w/heavy life/death stuff now, so I'm not my softest/fuzziest right now.

I am very sorry for what you are going through, I hope everything will be ok and you know that there are tons of support here for you.