I want to reach out to my x, ask him how he could do this, how he could have no second thoughts or regrets, how he could not care and left me for dead when I was suicidal. But my hand has been burned too many times by reaching into that fire. So I won't.
I know I sound so pathetic, someone no body would want to be with. This isn't the way it's supposed to be. And I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
