I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

This has really gotten me down. I feel like he left all over again. I fell asleep crying and just woke up now.

I feel so desperate to stop him from getting a divorce that I want to get a DB Coach just for some glimmer of hope but I don't have the money.

I'm going to be another statistic.
Yes, I'm wallowing. But this has hit me really hard because I feel/know this really is the end now. I still had hope before, but all of my hope for this marriage is gone now.

Now I have to get on with packing even though my energy level is virtually nonexistent and my anxiety for the first in awhile is through the roof.