I hope you're right Sandi. Right now, however, I need to take my focus off of H and what he's doing and focus on me. I think my best shot right now is try to detach.
Days like today make me wonder why I am fighting for him. I know he's not acting like the man I married and I don't like the person I see. He's not the same father he used to be.
I'm so tired of thinking. My head hurts!
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10