I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

Maybe if you can do it you can just delete the emails before you read them, but I personally might not be able to do that so just saying.

I personally wouldn't be able to do this.
But I'm not going to email anymore.
If he emails again, I'll do exactly what I just did and post it up here. He's gone. Theres nothing left to do with the situation but focus on my life instead, as hard as it may be. Life will be really difficult at first without him, without hearing him talk, without being able to look at him and touch his face, hug him, kiss him, tell him how I love him, hold his hand, hear him laugh. But all of that is gone now, I know and my heart is sinking so quickly ... but I have to pick it back up and get going.

I will fall in love again because love will always find a way for two fools in the rain.