I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

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I'm sorry Stacey but this is affecting me. How can it not??
I'm allowed to vent arent I??? LET ME VENT PLEASE!!!

I AM ANGRY!!!!!
I AM ANGRY THAT PEOPLE CAN BE THAT WAY!!

Whats wrong with me? Whats wrong is that I miss him, whats wrong with me is that I care about him, that I love him and am terrified that this is really over. I am human stacey and I MISS HIM. and it hurts and I can't just get this email and throw in the trash and get on with my life just like that, I am not as strong as you!

I never said I was going to sign those papers for him stacey so I dont know why you're saying what you're saying.

And Yes, I am afraid that he's gone forever and this is making it more REAL. Its F*CKING real to me now ok??

Give me the chance to vent so I can get on with my day!
I feel like I can't come here and say anything at all.

I said I wasn't going to email him back, I said I wasn't going to sign the papers. I'm just here to vent because I have lost the one person that I love!!!