You continue to let him control your thoughts, feelings, energy level, etc.
This is an immature and grasping man with very little care or concern for you.
If you're so scared of losing him, then just sign the ^*&%^$ paper today. Go ahead, see where THAT gets you.
Stop being afraid -- what's the worst that can happen? That he'll pack up and leave and not see you or call you or WAIT!! HE'S ALREADY DONE THAT -- HE'S GONE!
Stop the madness. He'll keep after you until you sign the paper. If you're not going to do it, then why get drawn back in?
