I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

Thanks Stacey:

I'm scared that if I don't respond, he'll see that I don't want to deal with it anymore and just leave my life for good. Im so terrified of that. But I am soo offended by everything he's saying to me. Its so unfair, he doesnt even think its true that my counselor thinks he manipulative. and its crazy because she said WE BOTH WERE!! And I told him that and he still had the nerve to say that its not true that its manipulative and Im getting bad advice and my therapist is not doing a good job and that shes only telling me to make me feel better about myself. HOW IS MY THERAPIST TELLING ME THAT IM MANIPULATIVE AS WELL making me feel better? What is wrong with him?

I tried so hard to give him the truth about what everyone around me is saying and I have apologize so many times for my role in the relationship and I recognize it and I know what the flaws are and he has NOT ONCE taken any blame for anything whatsoever!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM, Why does he choose to put the blame on me all the time? I don't understand it, this is so f*cking frustrating when you try so hard not to put blame on anyone. I didn't put blame on him. I ended my email by saying that we are both at fault, we both hurt each other equally. And he couldn't even agree with that!!

OMG I'm sooooo heated...